And I sit on a bench..

Bench to say is an incredulous phase of time,

When all you have to do is to wine and dine!

People around me shout, scream and tumble,

But things on my desk are so quite and humble!

And sitting on bench, I ponder and wonder!

 

Computer games and blogs keep me busy,

Life was never so calm, never so easy!

I stare at the desktop for moments together,

And feel like an artefact with nothing to matter!

And sitting on bench, I ponder and wonder!

 

Every morning when I open my mailbox,

It is none the better than yesterday’s junk box!

Eagerly and anxiously, I wait for any mail ping,

Like a spider waiting, on its web for a sting!

And sitting on bench, I ponder and wonder!

 

“Have something better, for you in store”

Is what people say when they see me sulk & sore!

My only worry is the Sword of Damocles,

So I buzz my boss like an electron around nucleus!

And sitting on bench, I ponder and wonder!

Altar of Sacrifice

Standing in front of the altar of sacrifice,
I try to forget my fall from the up rise,
Stripping down my armour of falsehood,
Ready to walk again, through the wood.

Used to merry on the shore like a seagull,
Never bothered being high or lull,
In course of its migration, came a flamingo,
With its flagrance it made me go bingo !!

Followed it up to cloud number nine,
Leaving behind all the peers of mine,
Relished the ride through the clouds,
Getting trapped in layer of moulds,

Thought the season would never change,
Forgot about the nature’s latent range,
Then came a day the migrant departed,
Leaving me in mist, with eyes retarded.

Realised that the cloud is now melting,
Fear in my body gushed like in smelting,
Slipped off the vapour which now was water,
In front of my eyes was the impact of crater,

My fall was interrupted by some shackle,
I was holding on to the wings of an eagle,
Cuddling around this mighty avian,
Trying to feel this flight, in the acid rain.

An exemplary of pride n extreme latitude,
It dropped me on a cliff with high altitude,
Taught me to look right into the sunrise,
Showed me the way to the altar of sacrifice.

Ephemeral Sensations !!

Saga is this of my somatic palpations,
Arising and dispersing, the ephemeral sensations,
Observing deep, beneath my skin,
to catharise myself of the immortal sin !!

Learned that life is rollercoaster,
some derides, some are booster,
Layers after layer, my nerves loosened,
looking at the sequence I got bamboozled !!

In the process of taming, I found a bug,
which was the epicenter of I being a slug,
Injected its venom, through my armor,
opening now the consequence with due candor !!

Caught my penchant on a long beak bird,
extremely barbaric & flight so weird !
But thought of petting and tried to rein,
outta her instincts she did cut my vein !!

The wound generated a shrilling pain,
stranded shelter less in a thundering rain,
Seemed like this oozing was uncontrollable,
Enlightened, then taught me something impeccable!!

Bleeding though, I ought to stop reacting,
role for my goal, I started enacting !
Asked me to break the walls of illusions,
Realizing that all is but ephemeral sensations!!

Standnig alone, in a Cyclone

Swirling n Swamping came a cyclone,
found myself standing in the eye all alone,
took me along to a soul asylum,
away from battered & shattered slum

Where are the people, who were my side,
memories of moments with now i reside,
raison de etre seemed to evade,
started searching for quintessential facade

What has changed, that im so restless,
all my apprehensions & anxities are baseless,
look at me, so real and rocking,
only lost is my place of docking !

Stood by myself, first time ever,
seamless energy flowed through me like river,
why did'nt it manifest ever before ?
might be demured by surrounding uproar !

Bonds & emotions do exist in time,
ephemeral they are, like a wind chime,
true tones ring only in solitude,
resonating the space beyond any altitude !

Unified start was the journey of universe,
Big Bang came & everything got disperse,
spinning happily now the stars revolve,
radiating me signals for a need to evolve !

Transgressing quitely to a whole new era,
rhythms i hear all around of Ke-Sera,
opening the knots & ascribing null,
Flying up above like Jonathan Seagull !!!

Boulevard of perplexity

Walking through the boulevard of reality,
my mind crawls in virtual insanity,
trees reflects my perpetual illusions,
on the ground are my flowered allusions !

Cops n bots surround me all time,
together we play a sanguine mime,
behind the raucous lies innuendo,
unwary i prowl astride and akimbo !

Mystries hidden beneath the loomin meadows,
pitch black is view of my unreal windows,
ground beneath my feet reminds me a fact,
even the body breaks thy soul remains intact !

Nocturnal creatures like bats n fire flies,
with their evanescence tells true lies,
poison was there all i had to eat,
assurgent desperation no light could beat !

Galloping all quagmires and marsh,
my path became intense and harsh,
just before i broke saw a glow,
blood in my dumb veins started to flow !

At the end of road awaits my destiny,
radiating my dreams none the tiny,
cutting through hurdles like a czar,
anxiously following my guiding star !

Angel of my dreams !!!

Saw a face sweet n divine,
enticing more than an oldest wine,
any graph with presence is scenic,
zatz the reason i call her Ms PHOTOGENIC !!

Grace of her, like a royal scion,
must be a queen of mighty zion,
when she walks, the millieu baffles,
seems like a convoy from colossal castles !

Make of her face, so milid n lucid,
tender as flower, cute as cupid,
joyous colours of life she imbue,
god must have spent a lil more time on u !!

Lika an evangelist she lifts my soul,
catherising me of all doubts & foul,
her words flow through like a fable,
reminds me of how much im i capable !!

In her praising i need no wee,
can keep on pouring honey like a bee,
holding herr finger, i wish to fly,
no one stop me, limit be the sky !!!

Wheels Of My Life !!

Wheels of my slowly turning,
umpteen paths it tread churning !
Learned ways of how to barter,
standing now one less to quarter !!

Facet many of world i saw,
right from green to the raw,
endured showers of varrying seasons,
some were true, some without reasons !

lika an ocean wide and wrathful,
were my emotions bilss or sinful !
footprints trail on the seashore,
reflected the memories i offshore !

Times my might huge as troy,
was just shattered by cached cloy,
taught my sailing through the creeks,
to never accept gifts from greeks !

However i tried to hide to hide my reels
always got exposed like achille's heels
will i ever be able to judge,
wondering now mourning in grudge.

Still in venture for a unknown goal,
trying for a diamiond out of coal,
thorugh the times of rip and rife,
unstoppable are my wheels of life !!

Somewhere I Belong

Surging again from perdition,
Like a phoenix, with a neo mission,
I realized, though it took to long,
That somewhere else I do belong!

It all started at the college bay,
Saw her first on the judgment day!
Tumbling since on a wonder fall,
“Road to perdition” now says it all!

Like a butterfly she did bumble,
Unable to chase I used to fumble,
Expectations, boosted my rage,
Started feeling like a rat in a cage!

Mind polarized in a sinusoidal wave,
En-route necropolis I started to pave,
Space around me just seemed so blue,
Desperately needed a jolt n some glue!

Yelled for help, from wherever it may come
To get back my virtue n lost wisdom,
Spirits of dawn then shook me upright,
Flashed on me light intense n bright,

Enough of being in mundane barriers,
I’m born to create my own carriers,
All the efforts end up to nothing but vain,
There’s no eternity, even no November rain!!

Road to Perdition !!

Met a girl sweet and kind,
Cherubic aura in her i find,
Though i never heed this gender
Beat in my heart did she render !

Still remember burning my fingers,
it just freaks and my heart lingers,
needs no effort just a brush,
zatz the reason its called a crush !!

Well now lets talk about my senorita
excites my mind right upto delta,
will go jumpin or any regression,
just for a glance and a impression !

The way she walks, way she talks,
ensnares me, my ship just docks !
glimmering eyes like diamond,
really dude .. feels like raymonds !

Azure skies, deep blue oceans,
emrald flora or diecy seasons,
there's no par to her beauty,
magnum opus, seamless bounty !

Dream of her all day all night,
nothing for me is wrong or right,
treading now with chemiral mission,
May it be a road to perdition !!

Lost my Fire ?

People say I lost my fire,
Did I leave it on some pyre?
Used to smoke like a dragon,
Now it’s just an icy wagon!
Did I really loose my fire?

Trimmed out all my attire,
Earlier it was just barbwire,
Likes to be in an eye of storm,
Crushing feelings like a worm
Did I really loose my fire?

Loaded guns I used to carry,
Up on toes always wary!
Holster replaced by pious thread,
Cool & composed now it reads!
Did I really loose my fire?

Days were those full of aversion,
Placid now, got a diversion!
Reached a shrine, have my time
Melodies around, of wind chimes.
Did I really loose my fire?

It’s just a time like a season
Waiting for a perfect reason,
Giving time for wounds to heal
And still have the ardent zeal
Did I really loose my fire?

No I was never outta way,
Telling me the ominous ray
Will be back with a bang
Always will be the omega bang
No I never lost my fire!!!

Wisely Realms Vs Tyro Dreams !!

Dreams so high, up in the sky,
Entered a tyro for a role to try,
Hostile like a forest of tundra,
Were first few days in Mahindra!

Thorns replaced his bed of roses,
Vulpine were his all new bosses,
Not a place he ever wanted,
Hymns of devil he did chanted!

Escape route he conspired,
Anything but this, he aspired,
Joined hands with akin rookies,
Of “original sin” they ate cookies!

Made a map that seemed to rap,
All his roles he did zap,
Lack of focus bought a spill,
Kept on running an injured will!

Delayed though reached a point,
Desperately awaited door anoint,
Wise men warned of current realms,
Undeterred he followed his dreams!!

Brave New World

Broken bonds of job culture,
out on hunt like a vulture !
Saw a bait on a B - School rail,
was out of wits and landed in jail !

Freaking out has gone out of sight,
the rule here is : "might is right" !
Day and night's boundaries mingle,
better would b singing off jingle !

Inflicting torture sitting in a class,
head gets numb like an empty glass !
Moron preachers murmur junk,
in dreams quagmire i get sunk !

However wierd this is a traning,
to keep our brains away from draining !
Walking now through burns n cold,
proud to be in a Brave New World !!

Journey through Western Ghats !!

Had a journey through Western ghats
this is a poem of how it enchants !
Shades of green everywhere,
reminds me of Xanadu if its anywhere !

Donned mountains, fiery falls,
scenic beauty it just enthralls !
Darkeness prevails in looming tunnels,
Are these features filtered through funnels ??

Boulders reined to prevent falling,
streams gushing as if fervent calling !
Trees on mountains touching sky,
feels like jumping and go fly !

Irridescent are nature's hue,
soul relishes and gets imbue !
Inspired me for a scribbling act,
Such is a beauty of Western Ghat !!

Missing bolt of a wandering dolt

Lived a boy demure and coy,
life to him was a funskool toy !
Misadventure spree he'd involve,
round the rouges he'd revolve !

Learning lessons was a cipher,
riddle of life could never decipher !
Whats the matter, used to think,
never could he find his link !

Abhorred studies like a hell,
always praying for a closing bell !
Gaeity crawling on ground of zeros,
keeping distance from scholar heros !

Years n aeons moved like arrow,
came a day, his stars did narrow !
Met a friend with sanguine hue,
realised things he never knew !

Gave a purpose to his vagabond soul,
charged him up for the dicted role !
metamorhed zen from a wandering dolt,
On a mission to find his missing bolt !

Soldier of fortune

Yes ! its an exciting PC game,
also a spoke in Deep Purple's fame !
But for me it connotes a time,
year and a half of spraining spine !

Fortune here mean no perks,
its destiny that left me in wrecks !
soldier lone of a brutal zest,
getting ripped in all B school tests !

uphill task was my way,
dexter reined, out was gay !
adranaline rush , all time high,
sapped of words, used to sigh !

rankings rode in roller coaster,
never cud get a high grade rooster !
techs of quants i used to cramm
grey cells paled , left was spamm !

Mind jumbled n lost the battle,
all my dreams seemed to rattle !
found asylum in a funky enoisis,
riding now to my college symbiosis !!